Thinking

Hello,

I am not really good at expressing my feelings, but maybe this will help. A friend of mine told me about "blog spot", said that I should join, so here I am.. Haha. I am so stressed out anymore, and I am really not sure where my life is going at this point. I am attending MECC on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday to become a teacher "though my passions is law", everyone feels as though Education would be the best occupation for me, so I have gotten this far might as well finish it. Today has been one of those days where I feel incredibly lonely "yes I am single", my heart hurts sometimes when I sit down and look at all my friends and see that they all have someone, and yet I do not. I don't really like talking about it, I feel as though I am whining and I hate that. Normally, I don't share my emotions, I keep them bottled up. I sit and wonder to myself, "why is it that nice people finish last"? I believe that I have deserve some happiness in my life for once. Normally, I don't complain, but lately it hurts to think that I am alone and I am 20 years old. I mean, I am not ready to be married, but it would be nice to have someone there. I have to be the rock though, my friends and family need me, so I stay strong, don't act as though anything bothers me. I must go though, class in the morning and I am completely exhausted. I will probably right tomorrow night to give a bit more of an insight of my life to those whom want to read it. Night to all.